i didn't go to school today. so no copying of assignments. which meant no guilty feeling. but. kenny copied for me. and he copied his too. so double guilt. for him that is. *shakes head* so
responsible irresponsible of me.
talking bout responsibility. i realised that my personal dictionary defines zero for me. zilch. nothing. empty. and i don't think i like that definition of responsibility. lets go through the list.
1) i'm never early. i'm always late.
2) i never do my assignments. i always copy. or someone else kenny copies them for me.
3) i never keep to most of my promises. i so often break these promises.
4) i never look through my timetable for classes. i often call charan before every classes or vice versa.
5) my room is never tidy. i dump my clothes on the floor. on the bed. EVERYWHERE.
6) i always leave the toilet's light on after shower. i leave the pressing of switch to my mama.
7) when i was working back then and don't feel like working. i simply don't turn up.
8) when i said "hey lets do something EXCITING today". and when today came i did something boring instead.
9) i agreed to helping my dad out with his list of karaoke songs. i eventually did 10 out of 63926497463936294696749 songs. dated since a year ago.
10) when i promised to meet my sister at 3pm i always end up meeting her at 5pm cause i couldn't bear to leave kenny's side. wait. does this count?
and of course the list goes on and on and on. yes yes. i'm trying to be responsible. really.
1) i am a good daughter. i often listen to them with screamings and shouting in the process.
2) i am a good sister. i often buy the things after i screw them up inside out.
3) i am a good friend. i often hang out with them when i'm all down and lonely.
4) i am a good student. i always hand in my work be it copy or not..
5) i am a good girlfriend. i guess. i always. erm. lets see. listen to him? no. give in to him? no either. ok. maybe i'm not.
somehow. my responsible list doesn't really seems to be a perfect score. it definitely won't look good on a resume. i need to change. yes yes.
but no motivation settling in. not yet.
not to mention that i skipped school today. that goes to the first list obviously. *shrugs*
and guys. i'm not angry. or moody. or pissed. or anything. i really am not. i seriously wonder where you get the idea from. when kenny told me you guys thought that way. i couldn't help but to laugh. its silly really.
what i know is. i love you guys alot to be even angry at any of you. haha. charan jac. i mean come on. its really weird to be thinking that way. bottomline is. i'm not mad at any of you. really.
now that's what i call responsibility.
*winks*
was up at 9am just now. why? cause some woman from HP called up and insisted that i upgrade the computer. apparently they were not trained to take NO for an answer. and anyway. i got it upgraded. hurhur.
so i was up from 9 and woke kenny up. INSISTED that he's up and alive and listening to me. having to listen to me complain. at 10am he decided that he needs to start preparing for school. which is at 12pm. what is he. a girl? god. he usually prepares like 30mins to an hour before he leaves home. obviously he's escaping my complaints. *rolls eyes*
i watched tv. and learned how to count all the way to 20 from elmo in sesame street. and jessica simpson is such a bimbo. can't help it. and she makes me laugh.
last week's bbq was okay. other then we witnessed a cat jumping off from the 14th floor and lay dead on the carpark ground a few steps away from our pit. yeah. other than that. it was okay with many leftover chicken. we watched
shutter. and
my girl is a must-watch-cute-show. i really like.
tomorrow's hari raya haji. nothing much. my little niece is coming in from penang. i loike~
going to school soon. need to copy a whole assignment from whoever who finished it already. and to check out the whole open house thingey.
yay-ness you say?
i wish.
its 12pm now. and i have school at 2. but now i'm so stuck in front of the pc. i don't wish to do anything else. and my main purpose of switching on the pc is to burn the bloody data which i shall not mention what.
kenny went to the market this morning. haha. to get the prawns and fish and squids. we got most of the food already. and everything is within budget. and we just need to get the vcds and cake. hmm. *winks*
now. just a question. for many many fish. is it fishes or still fish. someone told me there is no fishES. singular or plural its still fish. really?
meeting kenny for lunch. i suppose. if i'm not late.
which also means that. if i don't START preparing NOW. i'll be LATE.
bummer. but all will be done. for a thing call LOVE. *yummy*
reporting from school!
having lab now. and apparently nobody is listening to the lecturer. i've surfed every site on the net. NOT. but yeah. charan going through his driving practicals. choosing dates and all. and jac like busy emailing. and joel sms-ing. how happiness right. NOT. its pure boring-ness.
and kenny is done with his classes. now waiting for me outside lab. haha.
going to get the bbq stuff for friday later.
yay-ness!
by the way. who says poly is soooooooooo much fun?
on the contrary. it is.
