i am blogging now cause i am just so happy and want today to be remembered somewhere.
and of course blogging is the answer.
nothing much actually.
just.
i can now officially declare myself
A FRESH GRADUATE FROM NANYANG POLYTECHNIC
with a
DIPLOMA IN MULTIMEDIA AND INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY.
i have a certificate to prove it now. ((:
that's all.
and oh.
i am missing school all over again.
not the studies. the friends and everything else.
okays. maybe the studying too.
how i dread this. AGAIN.
((:
11:17 PM_______ .
i wanna complain!
xxi cough like there is not tomorrow. for a month!it hurts. my throat is bleeding. and it hurts when i swallow.
even after drinking 2 bottles of cough syrup. inclusive of the one that kenny's mum made me drink. which knocked me out for 3 hours after that.
even after i ate those preservatives kenny's mum (
again! ((: i like this lady.) gave me. its not one or two. its the whole bottle. haha.
and i do not like preservatives. ((: but apparently. these preserved fruits are very good for cough. ((:
i hate dry cough.
dry cough loves me.
xx
i went for my medical check up. at 9 in the morning. only to spent a total of 3 minutes in both the docotr's room and the x-ray room.
like what the..
its the travelling that almost killed me.
9am. and you're in town. ALONE.
i called everyone up. to have breakfast with me. its either i travel to their place or travel to their place. not a choice for me.
but. unfortunately. nobody is up and about for any bloody medical check up and i ended up having my breakfast with my mama instead. haha.
and please. that short checkup. the doctor overlooked my super dry cough. *rolls eyes*
and my urine. its hot. okay. warm. hahaha. ((: okay. its yellow. and i have the same news again.
you have too much sugar in your urine. you need to cut down on your sugar intake.those who know me. you'll know my sugar intake is enough to send anyone to diabetes land. not that i'm praying to be diabetic.
i'm a babe with a very very sweet tooth. ((:
xx boyfriend is still doing very well in camp.
always updating me of his whereabouts in camp.
i have no idea where is the firing range? and what happens there.
but he updates me anyway. ((:
and our soldiers now get to swim and suntan. very good. i have no idea still.
but he updates me anyway. ((:
and was toilet at 10.30++ at night? no idea still.
but he updates me anyway. ((:
i love this boy. ((: haha.
always messaging me.
and he is missing me. ((:
and that is very very good.
god i miss him. ((:
and oh yeah. his handphone's battery's lifespan. is still very much full. yay!
that doesn't matter.
i miss his hugs. and that hugo boss scent. )):
and
that. matters.
xxmy room is full of invisible mosquitoes.
cause i have VISIBLE bites all over my legs. and my hands and wrists too.
its irritating. cause its itchy. and you cannot. CANNOT. SCRATCH THEM.
like idiotic can. the mosquitoes.
xx
my brother is sleeping with me tonight.
cause incrdibles tales is urgh!
and america's next top model? no comment. ((:
xxgreat singapore sale finally came to an end yesterday (
i was told by nini). and i shall not disclose the amount of cash i contributed to the wee-woo stores.
lovely tops. skirts. socks. tubes. make up. shorts. shoes. stockings. pants. bags.
i buy everything off the rack. ((:
its extra wonderful if you have a mama who lets you buy everything. ((: and its better still when she's with you on your shopping spree. ooh-la-la~
sale or no sale. it doesn't matter. cause today. i got myself 2 new pair of shoes. ((:
and hangers. haha. i ran out of hangers. fold my clothes? i'll only mess them up.
and i am running out of space in my cupboard.
not my fault can.
there are 2
girls shopaholics in this room. and stuff gets add on and on and on.
but i like~
xxgraduation ceremony!
to go or not to go?
i can't possibly go up to my supervisor and say
give me my off day so soon right?
and worse still. kenny MIGHT NOT be coming out. cause of training and training and BLOODY TRAINING.
and that's the only army lingo i understand.
TRAINING.
xxotherwise. ((:
no complains.
life's been good. ((:
haha.
contradicting? NOT!
11:48 PM_______ .
the soldier is fine. and he makes missing him less painful cause he calls me all the time. ((:
and the last call was 5 minutes ago. ((:
oh. and he got to be in the same company with 2 of my secondary schoolmates. haha. at least you know. familiar faces. ((:
at least i know he's doing fine on an island where the temperature is a degree or 2 higher than singapore. haha.
i sent him an sms.
miss you soldier.. ((: take care..and he replied.
lights going to off. good night. miss you too civilian.*rolls eyes*
but still. *hugs*
3:58 PM_______ .
in just a few more hours, kenny would be up and about and going through his stuff for the final time before leaving the comforts of rajah tower for the strange and horrid land.
and me. i will choose to be buried under the warm covers and no i shall not cry. haha.
like the last time i did for kelvin. i was only 17 mind you.i am not going to send him and have him bidding me farewell when we settled him down. cause then. they would have to peel me off him to get me into that big ferry. haha.
oh darn.
how am i to know that this is going to be so hard.
i know i know. i shouldn't have said those i-wish-you'd-go-in-faster lines. but you know i was joking right dear. cause now. i want to say those i-wish-you'd-go-in-later lines. ((:when i left him just now. i know that the next time we're meeting, he's going to be thinner. tanner. and of course the lack of hair on his head.
haha. sigh.
but seriously. its not because of him serving the nation that got me all teary. not the fact that he's going to be missing from my life the next 7 weeks either. and not the fact that he won't be around when i rush home after a hard day at work too.
its not all of those.
in fact. now that i'm much more calm and very sane. i realised that i'm not a bit sad at all.
and i know now the reason why i teared.
the reason? ((:
simply cause having to be around each other for the past 3 years, we actually got to be part of each other's growing up life. and having to be present for each other's changes to ourselves and our lives.
and now. once again. i get to witness him going through another phase of his life.
the phase where he no longer is
my boy. but
my man. ((: the phase where i know he would be disciplined and so female deprived that when he sees me he'd do the running up to me and hugging me tight tight instead of usual me. ((: haha.
okay maybe not. i'll continue do the running. i wouldn't want
my man to be running up to me. haha. and that would be so funny.
((:
and because of all that. i'm not sad at all.
in fact. i am proud.
for actually having a soldier, to call my own.
12:43 AM_______ .
its thursday already. )):
i realise something.
time passes super fast.
1) when you are having way too much fun.
2) when you are wishing and hoping that time would stand still.
3) when you are dreading and avoiding that particular moment.
and that paticular moment in this case would be kenny's calling to serve the nation.
and i know its nothing compared to what half of my girlfriends are facing.
1) kenny doesn't go in for 3 months. only 7 weeks. ((:
2) i don't have to wait for 2 weeks to get to meet botak kenny.
3) in this 7 weeks, kenny get to come out more than expected. ((:
but.
1) i'd be working. and i'd be busy. but obviously i'd rather have it 7 weeks. haha.
2) he'll be out next week for graduation ceremony. and that. is an excuse to leave tekong. ((:
3) holidays! okay. holiday. national day. ((: and his driving practical. ((:
((: such bliss.
but anyway. that you're-going-for-your-national-service-and-i'd-be-lonely scene would still be playing. and then he'd be like only comforting me with
7 weeks only. and
i would call of course.
oh yeah. thank god for handphones and tekong being able to still have that clear coverage from starhub. and starhub better do me justice.
did i mention that its extremely difficult when we're packing his bag?
it is.
i won't even go into details.
his mama. was confused over which shampoo to get him until i mentioned that he's going to be botak. haha. and when she suddenly remembered that her son would be bald. she started laughing and laughing. and laughing.
oh wells.
dearest would-be-recruit-in-less-then-24-hours,
thank you for the time spent this past week.
thank you for being so understanding and super tolerant. ((:
thank you for yesterday.
go in and come out 10 kg lighter kays. ((: and don't play cheat with those heavy bags. when you're done with those bags, carry me please. ((:
so recruit ang.
i'll miss you when you're gone.
so better miss me too. ((:
with love hugs and kisses,
babe in distress ((:and now. we're going out for underwear shopping for him. and skirt shopping for me. ((:
11:11 AM_______ .
i am in love. ((:
with kenny ang.
all over again.
*blush*
12:22 PM_______ .
kenny's down with food poisoning. its bad to the extent that he got a jab from the doc. in the butt. ((: haha.
so. i'd like to apologise to babynora for not being able to make it to her wedding cause the boyfriend was alone in singapore. and both his sisters asked me to come by to nurse their sick brother.
*grins* yes.
nurse him. ((:
so nurse him i did. haha. ((:
and naura babe. did you went alone eventually? wanted to
kirim la. haha.
babynora. congrats on your big day. couldn't come and i am so so sorry i missed the fun of seeing you up the
pelamin. i'll make it to you kays babe. ((:
we'll have a blogger bash kays. ((:
so currently still at kenny's place. waiting for the big boy to sleep.
tomorrow's sentosa trip? its a trip to the zoo instead. ((:
and this. i have to tell you. the last time i went to the zoo. i think its when i am still in primary school! so i am really looking forward to it.
so tomorrow after my medical checkup. zoo! here we come! ((:
and my job?!
am still super excited. am so looking forward to it. am so happy.
its a dream ever since poly life! ((:
oh yeah. need i add in that i got it within 2 interviews only? standard procedure is 5 interviews please.
and. they were kind of skeptical in the beginning. cause i do not have experience and i kind of lied to them before they get me to fill in the form. ((:
and it doesn't help when you're in a room filled with formal-wearing candidates. and i was in a sleeveless top and jeans. haha. and its worse still when you have a sleeveless top which doesn't stay in place. if you know what i mean.
and i so thought that i am going out of the place after i was singled out from the rest.
but guess what. out the 9 of us, 4 got turned away, 3 got rejected and 2 got accepted. and that includes me.
so imagine my cheshire grin when the lady said,
our manager believed that you are very suitable for the job. and we would like you to come back next monday for your checkupand this remind that i have YET to get my passport sized photograph.
but still. happiness can. ((:
i am in euphoria land now. and proceeding to the pleasures of the eden world.
and all cause i have a job. ((:
and a sick boyfriend. hurhur.
ooh-wee.
7:53 PM_______ .
sentosa. hmm.
remember the time when getting into sentosa is a tedious affair that by the time you reach the lovely beach, all you want to do is lay dead. okay. maybe not.
but remember tiong bahru? and waiting for the big orange bus. girls with bikini strings over their neck underneath singlets carrying volleyballs and guys with bright floral beach shorts carring mats and sunglasses over their heads is a common sight in that particular area of singapore with actually no beach nearby. and nearest one would be siloso and palawan beach of course.((:
there was actually once upon a time where going sentosa is a weekly routine with me finding shade with a book in hand and kenny finding the sun armed with suntan lotion.
and obviously he doesn't tan. he burn. and he refuse to accept the fact that he can ever tan. and he enjoys frying himself. ((: that's my love mind you. haha. ((:
the reason why sentosa island was part of our weekly schedule?
he wanted to prove me wrong. hurhur. ((:
having the right connections is good too. if not. heavenly.
nini would give us our free entry into sentosa and certain places around the island. *big big grin* ((:
and then i found my own free access to sentosa island. ((: and that was actually working in shangrila rasa sentosa. ((: and those were the days. ((:
now. fast forward.
getting into sentosa is no longer a dreadful chore that upon reaching the ooh-wee beach you can actually still run laps
on the sand. yes yes.
and my only free passport in there is through nini or hidayah. haha. and kenny can no longer drive in cause pingzhong is no longer working at the gateway. hmm.
and obviously. i am no longer working at rasa. ((:
so this is where i can finally say my i'm-going-to-sentosa-coming-monday line. ((:
i'm going to sentosa coming monday!to hell with work. cause i QUIT! okay. i resigned. only just now. and my last day would be on tuesday. which, i'm applying for leave. *grins*
so many feelings involved for monday.
happy cause i am not working. i am done with IRAS. i am done with data entry. i am done with kfc. i am done with office politics. hahaha.. ((: and i'm going to sentosa. ((: happiness? totally. ((:
but. i'm down cause i so much believe that my next time heading down super sunny island, it would be a long long long time. reason wise.
cause i got myself a new job and it starts next tuesday!
and the boyfriend is finally serving the nation! and its next friday!
haha. ((:
and can i add in that i am very excited cause this job, believe it or not, has actually been a long time dream and goal for me.
but trust me. one month later, i'll hate my job. cause it will not give me any life. and shopping would be a daily event. ((:
having it in orchard road doesn't help me save ka-ching.
my night life, it would be so overly active again. not that its not active already. *grins*
and really. the whole idea of this sentosa entry is just to publicise the fact that i have a new full-time job. ((: full-time mind you.
i'm a working babe.
wink dudes. wink. ((:
and shall i mention that blogging, would only happen if i will it. hahaha. ((:
1:35 AM_______ .
((:
the weeks had been good.
expecting company later. let it be a riot i don't care.
would want the babes around please. which remind me. i've yet to even contact them. haha.
i need to clean up. boo-ness!
demanding that kenny fly over so he can clean up the mess with me. ((:
sleepy. very very sleepy.
cause this wad what happened last night.
2:38 PM_______ .
